In the past couple years I have been going down that same path- after 35 years of sport flying / random " tricks". Decided to put some structure to my flying and go through the sequence from basic Flight to Full pattern.
I thought I would blow through " Basic Flight" in an afternoon and move right to beginner pattern. Guess what- real level flight and other basic stuff is a lot harder to do well than I ever imagined. But working on those basic elements helped program me to fly / try / evaluate / try again, and see positive results.
I can now do the full beginner pattern most days, sometimes 2 full sets on one tank if the planets align and the engine run is solid from launch through the end. Other days things don't work /feel right, and I can't get in the groove - it happens.
I went through 3-4 planes in 16 months - but I was kind of agressive and pushed hard to get past some problem spots. There were more than a few days when I could have quit flying and relaxed to review the day, but I had this " The plane is still flyable- lets keep going" mindset that cost me a few late night rebuild sessions, but it was well worth it.
Keep going - we are all here to help ya!