Hey Mike, you need to take care of number 1 first, yourself. My problem is a doctor that says nothing he can do for me. No more prescribed pain pills as they were doing no good. If I sit or stand for any length of time I have trouble getting things, legs/knees, to move again. I keep telling myself I lust need to ignore the pain and just do things. The family gets irritated because I move slow at times, but when I put my mind to it I can get going good. Anyway, take care of yourself.