Its odd for me. I'm really not sure where I am right now. In 1999 at the FF Nats I forgot a most of my rubber fuselages so I watched allot. I thought about it and realized I'd burned out. I volunteered to help with the next Nats and ended up CDing the year after that, 2001. in that year and a half I started building CL again because I was so limited for travel and I could fly stunt locally. I was originally interested in Classic, but soon had it bad again. I flew quite a few contests for 6 or 7 years and found myself not out of interest, just out of motivation. I've always been a competitor and flying alone other then to trim is like playing pool or bowling by yourself, what's the point. Then I had some turmoil in my personal life. Now I am interested again and have a winter project in the works, flew my first contest in 4 years in August and really hope next year to be an active one. However now I have my 92 year old Dad living with me while we renovate his house. Not a complaint, just the way it is right now. I know that seems a little rambling but there's a reason for that. Interest, waxes and wanes, mine certainly does and I've seen it in many even top level flyers, FF in particular. I love to fly, I love the anticipation of going to a meet and August I felt that anticipation again, first time in a long time. Not like when I was a kid waiting at the main gate of Great Lakes Naval Air Station for them to open the gate for the Nats, but it was there, real anticipation. I don't know if its the same for others, but I do have these surges and voids. I love the surges and hate the voids but have no control over them at all. I hope for another years long surge, I'm not ready to be too old to do this anymore. So for what its worth that's the cycle I seem to go through. One thing for sure though, I love the people, so many friends, lifelong friends I have made around balsawood model airplanes, how do you place value on that?